I get it now. I just had an epiphany. And it feels awesome.

I don't have to be certain that people are gonna think of me the way I think of myself every time I pass by them on the street to feel good. And I know that it doesn't matter what I do or how much I change, there's always gonna be one person to judge me and say that I'm not who I am. And I can't live by their judgement. People are too judgemental. So, from now on, I'm just gonna live.